Growing up and living as a Kenyan abroad you get accustomed to people asking the most ridiculous questions about your country of origin. I have on one occasion been asked if I know someone called John, because apparently John was in Kenya. No hang on, John was in Ghana but what does it matter? I must<\/em> know John. Countless of times someone has asked me if I have bumped into a lion\/rhino\/elephant. Just recently a non-Nigerian (albeit a rather drunken one) asked me how I came to Kenya from Nigeria. Sometimes these questions irritate me; sometimes they amuse me; other times I am amazed at the sheer stupidity of some people. Yet in all these times I have never felt such anger as I have recently.<\/p>\n

In the wake of what can only be described as one of my country\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s darkest moments I have found that being a Kenyan abroad has generated a series of deeply troubling questions from non-Kenyans such as:<\/p>\n

Oh you are Kenyan? So what tribe are you\/What ethnic group do you belong to?<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Or<\/p>\n

You are from Kenya? So are you Kikuyu or Luo?<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

On the surface it is easy to view these questions as innocent enquiries from a non-Kenyan who wants to know more about where I am from. Given the manner in which ethnic differences crept into the dispute over the government\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s claim to power I know all to well that these questions are anything but innocent.<\/p>\n

The first question, in my view is a personal question and should have no place in a discussion between people who barely know each other. Furthermore it rests on the assumption that there is a simple response. For instance, there are many Kenyans who do not belong to one ethnic group or tribe and the question suggests that a single tribe response is the desired answer. <\/p>\n

In the case of the second question, it is equally personal but it is more offensive than the first because it reduces my country to a two-tribe nation. It ignores the existence of every other Kenyan who does not fall into either the Kikuyu or Luo ethnic group. It also assumes that one can not fit neatly into both ethnic groups.<\/p>\n

That said, what really angers me about both questions is that most people who ask will then use whatever response I give as a basis to project their own limited knowledge of the political and ethnic situation in Kenya.<\/p>\n

When I opt to answer these sorts of questions I simply state \u00e2\u20ac\u02dcKikuyu<\/em>.\u00e2\u20ac\u2122 Each time I have done so my response has been met with statements like:<\/p>\n

\nYou must be happy with the result then<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

or<\/p>\n

Ah! It is your man\/brother who is in power<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

even this:<\/p>\n

You guys really rigged this election<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

In single sentence a person has taken my<\/em> cultural\/ethnic identity and formed an opinion about my <\/em>political allegiance, placed blame upon me<\/em> for the outcome of the election and worst of all suggested that despite the fact that my<\/em> country is in turmoil…I am pleased.<\/p>\n

The most frustrating part for me is, I am still not sure who\/what I should be angry at:<\/p>\n

Should I be angry at those individuals who believe that I, who can not speak a word of Kikuyu, would place such importance on my ethnic identity to the extent that I would not only stake my right to vote upon it but forsake my national identity because of it?<\/p>\n

Is it fair to direct my anger at the Western media who oftentimes spoke of and wrote about Kenya and Rwanda in one breath\/sentence thereby blurring the distinction between a nation disappointed in the outcome of a flawed election and a group of people who value ethnicity more than nationality?<\/p>\n

What about those who willingly took part in the destruction of our people, our country, our lives and our homes, maybe I should be angry at them?<\/p>\n

Perhaps those who made a mockery of our democratic right to be governed by the leaders we elect, who betrayed the trust we placed in our electoral system\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6maybe this should be the root of my anger? <\/p>\n

I am not content with directing my anger, in equal measure, at all of the above because it is not that simple. I am not content with being angry because it is not productive.<\/p>\n

I will have to work something out because when people who can not find Kenya on a map, who do not know the difference and distance between Ghana and Kenya, who can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t accept that we too can fly from our country to over 40 destinations worldwide<\/a> on Kenya Airways\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6. when these people start telling me<\/em> about my<\/em> ethnic identity and what it means\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6I get really angry\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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